Tuesday, September 13, 2016

The Door Girl, Part 40

As a child, I had to act in survival mode, and I recognize that I often still operate out of this place of fear. It’s a place of mistrust because it is the belief that the Universe/God won’t provide and She always does.
I felt abandoned. Alone. And I was alone.
Am I asking you to feel sorry for me? Hell no.
Because my dis-ease is what makes me glow.
This madness, these demons, they make me restless until my hands shake and I know I have to wring the words  from them.
It’s time. The craze will make you insane or make you raw and genuine.
Am I looking for a shoulder to cry on?
No. I have worked hard to wear my big girl pants.
So, is it wanting you to feel sorry for me I tell you my own story? No.
But. There is a single reason why I write.  
Because I am a survivor. I’m an overcomer.



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